Spirit asks me, as if I was
An intruder, Who are you?
Me.
What are you?
What am I?
I’m asking the questions.
What are you?
What kind of a mood is
My teacher in?
A materialized spirit, I guess.
What do you mean by, I guess?
Don’t you know?
No.
Yes.
Category Archives: seeking the middle way
Our future is calling to us
Spirit tells me that,
As if I didn’t know,
We were not always
As we are, now, but
We must always have had
The potential to become
As we are now, and
If we had, and we did,
The unseen potential
To become as we are
Now, then,
What unseen potential
Do we now have that will
Manifest itself in our future?
Then Spirit asks me,
Is our past sending us
To our future, or
Is our future
Calling to us?
Defeat is not Surrender
Spirit teaches me His own style of
Meditation. He does not accept that
Meditation should calm the mind..
Spirit seems to believe that
The mind should be agitated and
All dearly-held beliefs and
Understandings be put
Under attack, debated,
Challenged by His
Superior thought system.
When I tell people that
I meditate often, they ask
If it relaxes my mind and
Look disbelieving when
I tell them it exhausts me.
Focus, Spirit teaches, on whatever
Aspect of my understanding or beliefs
He has chosen to alter. Somehow
I begin with confidence that,
Since I have spent a lifetime
Seeking greater understanding of
Philosophical and spiritual
Principles, that I have nothing
More to learn. My arrogant
Confidence, He loves, and
Perhaps, delights all the more
In dissolving, one by one,
Precious truths..
I never surrender; I struggle
To the inevitable, it seems,
End. My defense, sooner or
Later, collapses, and I must,
With great reluctance,
Let it go, and accept
Spirit’s more logical and
Compassionate wisdom.
He wins, again.
My reach is always beyond my grasp
Spirit is so patient with me, sometimes.
He sighs as He sees me reaching
Beyond, it seems, my mental capacity
To understand what He is trying
To teach me.
It is, He tells me, similar to
Reaching to take hold of
An apple in a tree. Sure,
There are those you could
Easily reach, but, that
Does not seem to be
Your style. You need
A challenge, and yet, it
Stresses you, knowing that
You can almost grasp it.
Perhaps, He suggests, if you
Stepped a little closer and
Then reached.
How do I step closer to concepts?
It’s not the same as reaching
For apples. Or is it?
Yes, and no, He replies.
With apples, you can visualize
Stepping closer. With concepts,
Try a similar strategy. You can
Accept that the idea appeals to
You, or not understanding it
Would cause you no stress.
Step closer, look closer, and
Then try to grasp it.
I tried His strategy. It didn’t work,
At least for me. I still can’t.
Perhaps you never will, but
To stop trying is not an option,
Not for you, nor me.
There is no here and now
Spirit tells me that
There is no here and now.
Show me, He asks, point to here,
Point to now, on the clock.
Today, this, morning, tonight,
Yesterday and tomorrow make
Sense, from a so-called civilized
Society. Even then these terms are
Unstable and move as the Earth does,
And as the Universe moves, with
Intent beyond our understanding.
Spirit goes on to promise to
Correct me if I should ever use
Simplistic, nonsensical terminology
When communicating with him.
The struggle goes on, and on
My Spirit Guru is teaching me
How to live in such a way as to
serve Life while serving myself
and others.
I feel both blessed and chosen, and yet
I also feel almost certain that
I have gone beyond my potential,
As well as my comfort zone,
And still there is no end in sight.
It is of no real consolation to me
When Spirit assures me that
There is no end.
Perhaps easy was never promised, but
I had a different idea of what this path
To enlightenment would be to travel.
A certain energy vibration impels me on.
It is as if my own energy is becoming
More and more interconnected with
An energy beyond my control.
Perhaps the truth is that, even if
I tried, I would not be able to quit, now.
And yet the struggle goes on.
and on.
Spirit tells me that struggle is
Necessary but, that’s not why
I do it, for, if the truth were told,
Much of my struggle seems to be
Not to move forward, but rather
To resist doing so.
I am not the person I was, when it
All began, and I seem to know that
I am not the person I will become,
And yet, at the same time, I am
And have always been, and will
Always be me.
The shattering of a way of life
Spirit guided my hand as I drew the card,
The Tarot card XVI (16) – The Tower.
I could have guessed.
The image visually displays
An explosion. The tower is shattered,
And two people are sent falling into
Whatever hostile environment, below.
This graphic image represents a
Crisis; financial, physical, emotional, whatever.
Everything is gone. How
To go on. For me it was an
Ending of a relationship that,
Perhaps never existed. Could it
Have been an illusion? Anger
At my disclosing that Spirit was
With me and within me. Does he
Really believe me. Or, does he suspect
That I have lost my mind, if
I ever had a mind to lose.
Communing with Spirit? Of course
It was foolish of me to even think
That he might believe. But,
Why the anger, if I am happy
In my illusion, if illusion it is,
And I am. I feel blessed, but,
What a price to pay; rejection by
Someone I love.
Dare to face what seems to be the Truth
Spirit asks me to make a pledge
To dare to face whatever seems
To be the truth, and,
To respect it as the truth, until
I know or suspect otherwise.
Make no mistake, He cautions,
About this being an easy task.
Lessons in appropriate forms
Of response come later.
For now, practice accepting
What seems to be true, to be true,
Whether experience later proves
Them to be so or not.
Is not important, for this lesson.
Spirit, pledge, dare, face, truth, respect, appropriate, accepting, true, lesson.
Everyone is a dependent personality
Spirit tells me that
I do not have, as a psych prof
Once suggested, a dependent
Personality. Instead, we each are
A dependent personality, and that
Only denial or illusion prevents us
From awareness of this reality.
Relationship is Social Connective Tissue
Spirit tells me that
Social connective tissue
Serves the same general
Purpose as physical, biological
Connective tissue, within a human
Or animal body. How?
It allows individuals, groups of
Individuals, and groups of groups
Of individuals to live as
One life form, while seeming
To live separate existences,
Each possessing, possibly
Different ways and means of
Achieving, or attempting to achieve
A Universal goal of health
And happiness.
Spirit then tells me, as if
I could not figure it out
For myself, that Our way is
Not for everyone.
We each must learn from
Experience, what lifestyle is
For us and then to develop it,
One step at a time.
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