Spirit tells me that I seem to set myself up to become, or at least

Make it easy to be used as a target of choice. But, why? He asks.

I don’t know. What is it about me that seems to invite verbal abuse?

It has nothing much to do with you at all. It is an outward expression

Of inner distress that not even your so-called attacker is aware of.

You just happen to be an easy target and, if not you, then it would be

someone else.

But, why me?

Would you wish it to be someone else?

Sometimes.

Yes.