Spirit tells me that denial and rejection serve us well,
While they serve us at all. However, inevitably and
Unavoidably, acceptance of reality wins the game.
Whether or not we eagerly strive toward enlightenment,
Awareness, or a simple acceptance of Life as it is, is a
Personal choice and expresses our Individual style, or
Coping skills – our way of playing the game of Life.
Spirit guided my hand as I drew the card,
The Tarot card XVI (16) – The Tower.
I could have guessed.
The image visually displays
An explosion. The tower is shattered,
And two people are sent falling into
Whatever hostile environment, below.
This graphic image represents a
Crisis; financial, physical, emotional, whatever.
Everything is gone. How
To go on. For me it was an
Ending of a relationship that,
Perhaps never existed. Could it
Have been an illusion? Anger
At my disclosing that Spirit was
With me and within me. Does he
Really believe me. Or, does he suspect
That I have lost my mind, if
I ever had a mind to lose.
Communing with Spirit? Of course
It was foolish of me to even think
That he might believe. But,
Why the anger, if I am happy
In my illusion, if illusion it is,
And I am. I feel blessed, but,
What a price to pay; rejection by
Someone I love.
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